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Monday, April 30, 2012

Just a dream....


My dear precious husband Tommy,


I hope you do know how much I love you....I always will....No matter what you are the love of my life...forever and always....Its like a dream...I feel I will wake up from and you will be here...


There is never a moment I don't think of you...I love you more than anything in the world...You are the best thing that ever happened to me...I just wish we could have had more time together....


You gave me love and understanding....You gave me our precious children....You gave me unconditional love....You gave me your love....which is the best thing in the world...I love you my babes....Forever....


I love you more than anything in the world....Forever....I promise....


Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Sunday, April 29, 2012

A new day


My dear precious husband Tommy,


I miss you so much...The kids do too......We went to the car show and it was wonderful....I felt your presence there....Walking with us.....


Time never stands still...Its always going....Never waits for anybody....Please know that I love you...We need more rain but of course you know that.....


I know that I have a lot of friends and they are so comforting to me....but I would love to have you here.....I know we will one day be in each other's arms again.....as if we were never apart.....We really are not apart....just in physical form....


Well I love you.....forever and ever......


Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Saturday, April 28, 2012

Payson Car Show


My dear precious husband Tommy,


I miss you so very much....Always will....Today is the car show here in Payson...I will take pictures and put them on your site tomorrow....I know you love the car show.....


I am taking the kids to the car show...They are excited and can't wait to go...I miss you so much...there is never a moment that you are not on my mind...I think about if you were here and what we would be doing.....I cry daily for you.....


All I know is I love you and always will....You are my soul mate forever....I know that I say this all the time but my heart is so overwhelmed at the absence of the only man that has ever truly loved me.....You were the one who showed me about unconditional love and let me tell you that I love you so very much....You are my soul mate forever....


I love you my babes....Forever....


Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Friday, April 27, 2012

Missing You


My dear sweet husband Tommy,


I miss you so very much....I hate it so bad that you are not here.....I know that you had to go into the spirit world....I know you had go because you were needed in heaven to help take care of the children that come.....You are the best......


Shae is so excited over her birthday...I got her an I Pod but she already has it...You know how we do...We always got her stuff and then we end up giving it to her....We always done that...



Sometimes when I look at her I nearly cry....She misses you just like me and Erik.....You two were and still are so close....She is very protective over me....But I am the only thing she has left.....I will join you some day but I need to be here for her at least until she is an adult....I know you watch over me and protect us all....


Well my babes....I love you so very much...Forever.....


Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Thursday, April 26, 2012

Rainy day


My dear precious husband Tommy,


It is going to be a rainy day today...I know the area needs rain so I am glad the rain gods have arrived...You are so precious to me and I miss you so.....


There is never a moment I don't miss you....I think of you constantly...


My dear friend Beth Trissel, fellow author, is holding an online class about herbs for a whole month and I get to attend...I am so honored by this.....She is a great writer and teacher....


I know that time is the same....No matter what I will always miss you...You are the love of my life forever and ever....I know there is nothing nobody can ever do to erase the pain I hold in my heart....I want to be happy again...I want the pain to end....I just hope someday the pain will ease for it is so overbearing at times.....


Well have to go for now...I love you so much and always will.....


Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Wednesday, April 25, 2012

Another day wishing you were here!!!!!!


My dear sweet husband Tommy,


I miss you so very much....I wish you were here....I so miss you...I know that life is the way it is for a reason...I know the Creator needed you and I totally understand that...But I love you and I miss you so....


The kids are so amazing....they are everything to me...Always will be...I love them so much....I know they miss you as I do....I love you so much and always will....


My heart has a hole in it that will never heal...It longs for you and always will......I love you more than anything and I wish you were here that is all I want...I long to hold you and embrace you......I miss you so much....


I love you my babes.....Forever and ever...You are my soul mate....


Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Tuesday, April 24, 2012

Showing our love


My dear precious husband Tommy,


Last night was my other writing class and I took Shae's essay she wrote about you titled, "My Definition of a Dad" and read it to the class.....Well I tried anyway.....I broke down crying and so my friend Peggy finished reading it for me.....


The entire class applauded at her writing...It was so amazing....I miss you more than anything in the world....It was so moving when the class told me how special this was.....I really wish you were here...I love you more than anything in the world....


I miss you holding my hand....I miss you talking to me explaining this and that....I miss you saying, "I love you!!!" but I always will....You are my life....my inspiration....my everything....I want you here with me so bad....Nothing is the same....Nothing....


My heart is tearing apart....Nobody can understand the pain it feels....I love you and forever will.....


Well just remember I live and breath you...always......Love you forever....and ever...


Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Monday, April 23, 2012

Love you always


My dear sweet husband Tommy,


Another day without you here....I hate all the pain but I still go on...I try to be happy and continue my life but I just miss you so much....


There are times I wish that I could just hold you again....To say to you how much I love you and that I treasure every moment we shared....I want you to know that you are the best husband in the world and I miss you...


My heart will never be the same....I will always speak your name...No matter what my heart belongs to you and nothing will ever change that.....


As the gentle breeze blows my hair I know it is you saying "I love you Linda" I want you to know I love you too...forever....


Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Sunday, April 22, 2012

Loving you


My dear precious husband Tommy,


I miss you so very much.....I know that you are with me....You are my light....You show me the right road to travel....You always have and always will.....


We are not going to your mom's today...She called yesterday and said that the air conditioner was not working because she had not had it maintained so she could not run it so we are not going down....the hot temps would make Shae sick...She hates the hot temps just like you did.....So we will go down next Sunday when the temps are cooler...it is going to be 90 here so at her house it would be in the 90's, probably close to 100....


Last night there was a meteor shower...It occurred between 12:30 and 1:30 and the kids watched it....They saw 14 so Shae was excited....It is beautiful to watch....


Well my babes gonna go for now...I love you more than anything.....Remember that always......


Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik  

Saturday, April 21, 2012

Missing you


My dear precious husband Tommy,


Today is going to be a good day...I miss you so much....I know you are walking with me and always will....Its been hard on us....Missing you is the hardest thing in the world......


I went out with friends last night....Had a good time....They make me laugh.....There are times that I feel you so close and I know that is when you are telling me or trying to show me the right road so I listen....


The kids are doing good but I know you already know that....They are good kids and I am so proud of them...They are there for me and always try and protect me.....Please know that we love you with all our hearts and forever will....



Well I have to go for now.....We love you my babes...Forever....and ever.....


Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Friday, April 20, 2012

Another day.....


My dear precious husband Tommy,


I miss you so much my love.....I want you here in my arms....I wish none of this happened and that you were here....I love you more than anything in the world.....


Erik's birthday went good....grandma came and took him to Wal-Mart and bought him boots....Your presence was all we needed and we felt you....We love you more than anything......


You are the love of my life...Going to meet friends this morning at the Casino to eat breakfast...We have such a good time....I so wish you were here to go with me...But I know you are with me in spirit form.....


We are heading to Deer Creek to visit your mom this Sunday...She wants us to come and eat dinner with her....


Remember always....I love you more than anything...


Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, and Erik

Thursday, April 19, 2012

Erik's Birthday


My dear precious husband Tommy,


Today is Erik's 24th birthday....You should be here for it....It does not seem that it has been that long since we had him...He is still my baby boy and always will be....I know you are here with us today...Being by your son's side....Letting him know you love him.....


Your mom is suppose to come up today....She called and stated she had to be here for her grandson....


This is Shae's last day of AIMS testing and she is so glad....We have to go to the County Maintenance Yard in Star Valley for it....She did make a great friend by the name of Tessa and she lives here in the complex....I know you will be with her today too.....


Well my babes I am getting off here...Have to get ready....Please be with me today and know I love you very much.....forever.....and ever.....


Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Erik, & Shae