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Thursday, May 31, 2012

Wanting you here.....


My dear precious husband Tommy,


I want you here so bad....I feel I am all alone except for the kids.....Time stands still most of the time for me....I always have you on my mind.....


Your mom is coming to see us today....She said she is going to bring her famous Lemon Meringue pie....You loved it when she made those....It brought tears to my eyes.....


There are certain things in the store I can't look at and there are certain shows on TV that I can't watch because I think of you and it breaks my heart...Nobody will or probably can't understand that but I don't care.....


It won't be long until the 4th of the month and that will mark 8 months since you crossed over....Please come and visit me in my dreams.....I miss you so much my babes.....


I love you more than anything in the world...Forever....


Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Wednesday, May 30, 2012

Loving you forever.....


My dear precious husband Tommy,


I will love you forever and always will.....Life goes on all around and it's as if nobody cares the loss we have suffered....I know that time will never heal my pain.....


We miss you so very much.....It is the type of pain that buries in your heart and lingers forever....I see you in everything I do...I think of you every second....Oh how I miss you so....


There is never a moment that I don't think of you....You are everything to me....Nobody knows how much you mean to me....You are the love of my life and I will be with you for eternity....sharing our love.......


Well my babes I have to go....My heart is forever yours.....I love you.....


Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Tuesday, May 29, 2012

What's it all for.....


My dear precious husband Tommy,


Sometimes I wonder what's it all for....I mean I miss you so much and I am unsure of what to do....I talk to you and I know you hear me....Its just I wish you were here....That is all I want....


I know there are other people who wish their loved ones were here too...I don't blame them...Its so hard without you here...I miss so much everything we shared...just everything.....


The only thing I can say is I hope people realized what they have and love it as strong and as much as you can...Life is short and who knows when your loved one will no longer be here on this earth....Its very hard to let you go....I can't and won't do it....


You are in my heart for eternity.....I know we will be together forever one day.....I love you my babes.....


Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Monday, May 28, 2012

Memorial Day.....


My dear precious husband Tommy,


Today is Memorial Day and I would like to say thank you to all the brave men and women who have served to protect us....We are proud of you and will never forget what you have done for us.....


Now I want to say that I am proud of my husband for being who he was and is....He made me the person I am today by showing me the love of a lifetime...A love that can never be broken.....True love that will last forever.....


I also would like to thank my father in law, Archie Elmore, who served in the military and who was always there for me, guiding me when things got tough...He always said that Tommy and I was the best thing that happened and that he was so proud that I was his daughter in law....I know you are with Tommy in the spirit world........


Now as for my husband....You are the best father and husband in the world both this one and the spiritual world....I know that you are with us everyday.....every minute.....We love you....forever......


My husband just know how much I love you and miss you....You are in my heart and that will never change...I love you more than anything an always will......


Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Sunday, May 27, 2012

Memory of you....


My dear precious husband Tommy,

It is Memorial Day weekend and I hope everybody will remember their precious loved ones.....I know we are constantly thinking of you and how much we miss you......

I feel your presence all the time... I know you walk with me and carry me at times for my heart weeps for you...I know you want me to be happy and I try so hard but know my heart will always be unhappy for I miss the love of my life.....

You make me complete and always will and my heart belongs to you forever.....You are my babes and our love will stand the test of time...We are one and nothing will ever change that....No matter what happens I will forever remain your wife....

Well my babes I am going for now.....Remember I love you more than love.....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Saturday, May 26, 2012

Missing you.......


My dear precious husband Tommy,


I miss you so very much....There is never a moment that I don't think about you....I don't know what to do sometimes but I have learned to take one day at at time and it will be okay......


I know you are standing here with me and guiding me through each thing I go through.....You tell me to hang on and that is what I do....I have always listened to everything you have ever told me to do....


You are my guide and always will be.....You are the love of my life and I will forever love you.....I don't know what to do without you.... you always show me you are here.....and always will be....


I love you my babes.....forever......


Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Friday, May 25, 2012

Love of my life......


My dear precious husband Tommy,


You are the light of my life.....You are the only thing that makes me happy...I think of you all the time and know that I will get to see and be with you again someday is the only thing that keeps me strong.....


You left this world so early......I wish I could understand why....I know someday I will completely understand....I wish you were here holding my hand.....I know you are here in spirit...I feel you all the time.....


Life is so hard without you here helping me to deal with people....You always knew what to say and do.....You always said, "Ignore them Linda. They are jealous of you." I hear those words so often being whispered into my ear......


Well my babes I have to go for now...Going to eat breakfast with friends this morning....Please be there too.....I love you with all my heart.....


Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Thursday, May 24, 2012

Your the best.....


My dear precious husband Tommy,


I miss you more than words can say.....I don't know what to do sometimes for the pain is so great....I wish you were here....I know you would be here if you could.....


Father's Day is in June and it's going to be so hard....I don't know what to say except we wish you were here and that you were and are the best dad in the world.....You taught the kids so much with your wisdom.....


We speak your name all the time....Wishing you were here to help us through each day....You are never far from us and we feel your presence...We pray you come to us in our dreams just so we can see your face and hear your voice.....


Please remember we love you more than anything....Forever.....


Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Wednesday, May 23, 2012

Not knowing what to do.......


My dear precious husband Tommy,


I miss you so much.....You are the only thing I can think about.....Time will never change my feelings...You are so longed for there are no words that can explain it......


I want you to know that I love you more than anything in the world.......I wish I could close my eyes and you would come back as you were and our lives would be so much better....I do not know how to exist without you....


I have friends that help me but it will never be the same for me....You are my life....the only thing I know how to love.....You brought me sunshine when life was gray...You brought me a rainbow when the storm's would arrive...


I love you my babes......forever......


Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Tuesday, May 22, 2012

Realizing......


My dear precious husband Tommy,


Realizing that you are never coming back is the hardest thing for me....I miss you so much and its like I just know you are going to come walking in the door....I cannot express my heart to you....Only that it is broken and that will never change.....


You showed me the most love in the whole world...You treated me like a princess and I will never forget that....You were the only one who ever loved me except for our kids....You know how close we are......


They look out for me and protect me.....I love them so much.....You instilled in them to look after their mom and love her because you only have one mom....Well they love you more than anything and miss you the same.....


We will never get over the loss of losing you and you will be forever in our hearts...We love and miss you....Forever......


Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Monday, May 21, 2012

Love you more.....


My dear precious husband Tommy,


Oh how I miss you.....I love you more than anything in the world...I have learned that nothing or nobody can ever take you away from me...You are always with me in spirit and I know that you will always be with me...


We will be together again and I know until then I will live my life doing my writing and being with our kids....I love my family and you are the reason for it....You are my everything....


Please know that our love will never stop.....It will only grow as each passing day goes by....You are the love of my life...My soul mate......


I love you my babes.....Forever.....


Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Sunday, May 20, 2012

Sweet memories.....


My dear precious husband Tommy,


You are the path in which I walk....You are the love in my heart for eternity.....You are my soul mate forever....I miss you so much...I love you more than words can express....


I think of everything we have been through and you know what....Nothing or nobody can ever take that away....There are people in this world who tried but it did not work...Our love overcame each obstacle.....That is how strong of love we share....


I know its like you said....People will try to interfere with our lives but you never let it....You stopped it in its tracks...I just hope that people can live with what they have said and done....I know I couldn't....


Well my babes just wanted everybody to know the bond that we share...It will forever be intact....I love you....forever.....


Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik