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Wednesday, February 29, 2012

February 29, 2012


To my dearest sweet Tommy,


I need to say that I love you more than life itself....I need you to know that...No matter what I love you more than anything...


I wish I could just hold you in my arms....Tell you how much I love you....You are so special to me...You always were and always will be....I cannot hardly take life without you....Sometimes its makes me crazy......


I wish I could just look into your eyes and hold you close....Tell you all the words I have in my heart....How I miss you so much.....How my heart breaks and sometimes I don't know what to do and make the wrong choices...I am sorry if I do make wrong choices.....I just don't now what to do.......


Well my babes...I love you so very much....You are my life and I love you more than anything....


Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Tuesday, February 28, 2012

February 28, 2012


My dearest sweet Tommy,


You are on my mind.....Always and forever.....You are my heart and you keep me going strong....There are times I feel I can't go on......But then you come to me in spirit and push me on....


It has snowed some this morning....My writing class is tonight....I hope the snow doesn't get bad....But you know that I hate driving in the snow....You would laugh at me if I had to drive in snow because it would scare me so...I depended on you to help me through....I still do....


I will love you forever....I think of you all the time...You are in my heart and soul....You are the blood that flows through my veins....My every breath......I love you so very much and always will....


Well my babes I will talk to you later....I love you.....


Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Monday, February 27, 2012

February 27, 2012


My dearest sweet Tommy,


I am still missing you so much...I always think of you and dream of holding you...Always will...You are the love of my life....forever.....


My best friend and sister Beth is just amazing....She has helped me and I so thank her for that...She means so much to me....She always will.....Thank you Beth for everything.....


I long to hold you so close to me....To feel your presence and to speak your name...I long to see your face and hear your voice....That will never change....


I love you my precious loving husband Tommy....Forever......


Your loving wife and kids, 
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Sunday, February 26, 2012

February 26, 2012


My dearest sweet Tommy,


I hope you know how much I miss and love you...Sometimes you may do things you regret but you always told me that would happen...Life is not fair....You should be here with me...I love you please know that.....


You are my soul mate....I long to see your face....I know that one day I will again....Please wait for me....I love you so very much....Nobody knows the pain of losing.....what I mean is losing such a great husband as you.....


If only you could have stayed...My life would be so filled with happiness....I cry for you everyday...I always will....No matter what...Nothing can ever replace you.....Nothing....


Please just know the love I feel for you....always.....


Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Saturday, February 25, 2012

February 25, 2012


My dearest sweet Tommy,


I need to let you know you are my inspiration... The love of my life....You are my babes forever....I miss you more than anything and I wish we could have had more time.....


Nothing can ever replace you....I think of you all the time....You are in me and that will never change...I wonder what if any of this will ever make sense but I know the answer...No...


Our love will never end....I will always love you no matter what.....You are always in my heart...I could never let you go....You showed me love and compassion....You showed me how to treat others.....You showed me unconditional love...You love me more than anything on this earth and I know that.....


I love you more than anything in the world....I always will....You are the love of my life....I dream of you....I think of you.....always will.....


Well my love I have to go for now....I love you my babes....forever.....


Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Friday, February 24, 2012

February 24, 2012


My dearest sweet Tommy,


Today is going to be a beautiful day.....The sun is out and beaming down on Mother Earth....I wish you were here....I miss you so very much....I love you more than anything in the world.....


Sometimes I catch myself daydreaming.....It's always about you and me.....Holding hands...talking about all the things we planned on doing.....


I just miss you so very much....I hope you know just how much I love you....I always will.....Nothing will ever change that.....


Well got to go for now...I love you my babes....Forever and always....


Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Thursday, February 23, 2012

February 23, 2012


My dearest sweet Tommy,


It's going to be a nice, warm day and I am so glad....The sun is shining upon Mother Earth giving her a radiant setting....I love you my Tommy and I wrote a poem for us......Here it is:



Remember
Remember when we first met
Two hearts locked in place

Remember his loving face
When your heart begins to race

Remember his kisses
Upon your face

Remember his laughter
When life seems to fade

Remember your wedding day
When happiness filled your space

Remember his love
Then you will never be apart

Two hearts joined together
Nothing can tear apart

He was taken suddenly
No warning signs at all

Now, he’s crossed over
Into the spirit world

Where no pain or worries
Enter his heart

Remember his “I love you”
When you feel you can’t go on

His spirit will remain alive
In the hearts he touched
I will see his face again
Then my heart will know no end

The precious moments that we shared
Is a lifetime of love that cannot be compared

So I remember my Tommy today and always….
He lives on inside of me and our bond will never end.

Well my babes I just wanted you to know how much I love you....forever....By writing this poem I want the world to know just how much you mean to me....I love you more than anything ......Please be with me forever.....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Wednesday, February 22, 2012

February 22, 2012


My dearest sweet Tommy,


I miss you so very much....I know that time is all there is and I try and make the most of it....My writing class went very well.....I hope to help other writers.......


I pray that everything will be okay.....Sometimes I feel so alone.....The empty feeling is so hard at times.....I feel pain and sometimes I feel anger....I try not to be angry but I miss you so very much.....


What do you do to ease the pain? I don't have the answer but I talk to the Creator and ask him to guide me through the pain and anger I feel.....I just miss you so very much...You always stood with me and I had a shoulder to lean on....


It's hard dealing with life in general but without you it's even harder.....My heart weeps for you daily....Its so hard to understand why you had to leave but I don't question it.....I just wish you could have stayed......


Remember always my Tommy....I love you and please walk beside me everyday....every moment.....I need you....I love you with all my heart.....


Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Tuesday, February 21, 2012

February 21, 2012


My dearest sweet Tommy,


Today is another day of missing you so very much.....I know you will be with me all day.....As I sat in the writing class this afternoon you will be right there....cheering me on....


I love you more than anything in the world......Always will....You are the love of my life.....You are the best man in the world....I miss you so very much....


If only I could have you here....I would be the happiest person in the world...I sat and look at pictures of you....Crying and talking to you.....Missing you so very much......


Please stay with me and walk the path that I have to walk....I feel your presence and I know you are with me always.....


Love you my babes....forever.....


Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Monday, February 20, 2012

February 20, 2012

Our sunset Tommy.....

My dearest sweet Tommy,


Another day without you and the pain grows deeper every day....I wish I could see your loving face....I pray for you to come and visit me while I am sleeping....I need to see and hear your loving voice.....
We shared our sunsets.....I love you.....


I know that you sit with me and hear me cry your name....I know you hear me whispering if only you could have stayed....You are the most special man I have ever known.....You showed me what unconditional and true love is all about........
Our Sunset....


You gave me your heart as I gave you mine......We are one forever in time....No matter the distance.....no matter what......Our hearts are always and forever one.....
Our love is as beautiful as our sunsets we shared


I know you wait for me and I will be with you one day again.....But know I have to get our daughter raised......We love you more than anything.....Just remember we are one.......
I love you Tommy.....


I love you my Tommy forever.......


Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Sunday, February 19, 2012

February 19, 2012


My dearest sweet Tommy,


Good morning my babes....Time is the same here for me....It seems nobody really can understand what this has done to me....Let me explain....I feel an emptiness in my heart....A longing that will not stop.....


My life has changed so much.....Its hard not to show my feelings.....I mean I miss you.....Its that simple.....I love you more than anything.....If you were here I would be the happiest person in the world.....


Never would I ever complain about anything....I would be happy and we could have a good life together....Just as we had planned.....You are my rock.....What keeps me together....I know you walk with me....and at every mountain I climb you help push me up to the top....


I miss you my babes....I love you.....I want you here....I know you understand and I am not questioning why you had to go but I just wish you were here......


I love you forever and ever.......Wait on me.....We will be together for eternity one day and I know you will be waiting.....


Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Saturday, February 18, 2012

February 18, 2012


My dearest sweet Tommy,


Today is going to be busy for me....I have to work on the material I will be covering in my writing class on Tuesday.....Oh I named the class: Rim Country Creative Writers.....


I hope there is more that I can do to help other writers....You know how much my writing means to me....But you are my inspiration for it all....You always encouraged me to never stop writing....


There are times I feel like giving up.....But then you come to me and show me that is not an option....I know you are still with me and love me.......You want me to carry on with my writing and be here for our kids.....


I miss you dearly and love you more than anything...You are my life and my love.....I will carry you with me forever....


I love you my babes....forever and ever......


Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik