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Saturday, June 30, 2012

Still Moments....


My dear precious husband Tommy,


Still moments.......that is what I feel when I look at your pictures.....savoring every moment.....It is as if you are on a trip or something...I just know you will be back.....then  it hits me that you are gone.....


My heart breaks and then I cry.....Oh how I miss you my babes.....I long to feel you and to say,  "I love you".....Can anybody relate to me...I just don't think they can.....


I wish I could go back in time but I am sure most people who have lost somebody they love feel the same way....It is so hard for me...You are my soul mate and always will be.....


I love you my babes....forever.....


Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Friday, June 29, 2012

Your visit last night.......


My dear precious husband Tommy,


Your visit with me last night in my dreams was so great....Your love never dies...It is carried around with me forever....I think of you so much.....


It was as if you were right there...I even felt you....It was such a joy in my heart...I woke to find myself searching for you....It broke my heart when I realized you were not there...but know I so enjoyed you coming and reaching out to me....I love you so much...


I know you are with me and I know that you will come as often as you can to talk and visit with me...I loved our conversation....You were so loving and you stayed for quiet awhile....You showed me the love that we shared and it still is stronger than ever...our bond...


I love  you my dear husband....forever....


Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Thursday, June 28, 2012

Life is so lonely......


My dear precious husband Tommy,


Life is so lonely without you in it...I long to feel your face and tell you how much I love you...I know one day I will be with you again but babes it is so hard for me....


I know I need to be here for the kids and I want to be....I just miss you so much...Our talks was so loving and you made me realize how things really are.....


If only I could go back things would be different....I know you are with your dad in heaven and you are doing things with him....I miss you my babes and I will forever....


I love you.....


Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Wednesday, June 27, 2012

Your love is unforgettable


My dear precious husband Tommy,


Your love is unforgettable...I will always have your heart wrapped in mine...I may not make the right decision sometimes and I am sorry but know I love you no matter what.....


I feel so alone and that will never change...I miss you more than anything in the world...You are my soul mate and you will forever be....Nothing or nobody can ever change that.....


Sometimes in life you wonder about things and why life is the way it is...Well all I know is that I love you and my heart is forever broken....I miss you my babes....


My love for you is forever.....


Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik 

Tuesday, June 26, 2012

Love always prevails....


My dear precious husband Tommy,


I know that life has its ups and downs but love always prevails...I know this to be true and everything will work out....It has a way to do that...Love can conquer everything....


I know when I think of you, sweet Tommy my heart is full of joy...It has a reason to beat....You are the reason for everything I do....you and our kids.....


Last night I met an elderly man and he was from TN...Well of course we started talking and as the conversation went on I wondered.....Why have we crossed each others path.....then he continued to say he lost his wife last year suddenly....I was just amazed...Now I knew why....


He said that she had been complaining of her stomach hurting for about a year and he asked her to go to doctor and finally came to him and said she was ready to go to ER.....so they went and test revealed she had cancer...she passed away within 5 weeks.....tears filled his eyes.....mine too....


I told him I had lost you my husband and all of it came rushing back to me.....It was so hard but I told him that I understood and he looked up at me and said...."Its not fair..." and I replied, "I know...." and we sat there in silence and felt a comfort only we could understand.....


Its strange our paths cross but one thing I knew was that we had met for a reason and it was because we both knew the same pain...We continued to talk and he thanked me for cheering him up....you know me I made him laugh....


So love will always prevail.....


I love you my Tommy.....forever....


Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Monday, June 25, 2012

Important things in life.....


My dear precious husband Tommy, 


I have often wondered if people realize the most important things in life.....It's not about the material things you have in life like most people think.....


Its about your family....I am talking about your husband/wife, kids, and grand kids.....They  should be the most important....Most of the time that is not the case...


I can proudly say that my precious husband and my kids are the most important thing to me...Now that my husband is in the spirit world I must say this is something I never thought about....I always thought that we would grow old together and be exploring the world in our later life but he was needed in the spirit world....I miss him so much....


I have my two precious kids and I am thankful for that....I know they understand how I am always in sorrow...I long for their dad and always will....He was my everything.....So please just remember what is important in life....Family.....


I love you my Tommy....forever and always...You are and always will be what is important .....you and the kids....


Your loving wife and kids, 
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Sunday, June 24, 2012

Hearts Broken......


My dear precious husband Tommy,


My heart is broken so what do I do? There is nothing I can do to fix it...You are my life....I miss you so much...I don't know what to do.....


At times I feel that its just all a waste of time then I hear you say, "Linda stop it...."
You are always by me.....watching out for me...I love you my babes....


I wonder if I will ever be the same...Honestly I don't think so...I wish I was but without you in my life it is so empty....I miss our talks and miss you telling me, "Lin I love you"
How can I ever be normal again......


Well just wanted to tell you what was going on with me....I love you my babes...forever...


Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Saturday, June 23, 2012

Wishes.......


My dear precious husband Tommy,


What are wishes? To me they are things that you want in life....I want you here with me....That is all I want...Nobody knows how much I want you here, by my side......


I know you are in the spirit world and there is nothing I can do to change that....If there was..... you would be here...I know you wanted to be here too...We miss you dearly and your face is always a beacon to me....


You will forever be embedded in my heart and spirit....You are everything to me...forever and always....


I love you babes.....


Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Friday, June 22, 2012

Tears.......


My dear precious husband Tommy,


Tears flow from my eyes, streaming down my face because I miss and love you so much....Nothing can ever change that....You will live through me.....


I hope everybody that reads these posts get to know who you were and still are....You would help anybody that you could....Your heart was as big as a full harvest moon....You never knew a stranger....You always would forgive unless it was something toward our kids or me....You loved us unconditionally......As we loved you the same.....


There will never be another man like you...You were one of a kind....You mean so much to me and my heart is broken and bleeds constantly.....You were and still are my life.....


I miss you my babes...Please stay close in spirit.....


Love you forever.....


Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Thursday, June 21, 2012

Times are so strange.......


My dear precious husband Tommy,


Times are so strange anymore and the people are even stranger....I miss you not being here and helping me deal with the everyday life things....It has been so hard without you here.....


I know that things are the way they are and there is nothing can be done... Who knows other than this is walk that I have to walk and there is nothing nobody can do about it.....I was chosen to walk in these moccasins and someday I know I will understand why.....


I miss you so much and there is nobody like you...Never will be....I love my friends but if I could have you back that is what I would want more than anything....You were the best husband and dad in the entire world and for the people who knew you now they realize the special person you are and for the ones who never knew you, well I wish they could have because you are the best person.....


I just wish you could have remained on earth but you was needed in the spirit world... I know that you will come and visit me as much as you can...


I love you my babes....Forever....


Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Wednesday, June 20, 2012

The Journey we each walk......


My dear precious husband Tommy,


The journey we each walk is so difficult...I have friends who feel like they don't have nothing to live for...I have friends who has lost children....I have friends who have lost their spouse....


I speak to each and every one telling them the journey we walk here on earth can be very difficult...But they must realize that the Creator has chosen each of us to walk the path that we are on...We may not understand why but one day we will.....


I went on to say that my life without you has been so hard but now I realize that it will never get any easier but the people brought into my life is there for a reason and it will all be okay.....


Sometimes life can seem cruel....But all you can do is have faith in the Creator and everything will be okay....What is meant to be will be and we have to accept and travel that path with an open heart....


I love you my Tommy and know that I will always......


Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Tuesday, June 19, 2012

Decisions......


My dear precious husband Tommy,


There are times in life I wonder if I know what I'm doing.....Will the kids approve of it.....What do I do?........


Please Tommy guide me in the right direction.....Show me the choices I make are the right ones.....I just pray that it is....


I only wish to be happy while I am left here on earth....Is that so much to ask for? I hope not....I don't want to make the wrong decisions....Please guide me....


I love you more than anything in the world and nothing will ever change that....Nothing....


Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Monday, June 18, 2012

Silence.....


My dear precious husband Tommy,


Silence is so present...Its almost deafening......I miss your voice....Your touch....I just miss you....


I know there is nothing I can do to fix this situation....I have to accept it and move on...I just want you to know I will always love you....


My life has a hole in it...Nothing can fix it....You are the missing link to my spirit....You hold everything that has to do with me...I miss you so much and sometimes I struggle just to get through the day.....


Some days are better than others....but my heart is forever broken and I long to feel your hands upon me.....To hear your voice laughing and talking to me...I know we will be together forever...First I need to raise our precious daughter....She needs me......The image of you I see in her......


Well babes..I love you so much.....forever and always.....


Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik