Wednesday, October 31, 2012

Missing you so much....

My dear precious husband Tommy,

I miss you so much. There are no words that can express just how much I miss you. I wish you were here. I long to hold your hand and feel your body next to mine. I want to hear your voice calling my name.

The pain I feel is not ever going to go away. I want you here and I don't know what to do about it. My heart is in pain. It will not stop hurting. I don't know what to do about any of it. Sometimes I want to give up. I can't and won't give up for our kids. They are everything to me and always will be. 

How I long for you. Nobody will ever know. What do I do babes? How do I deal with every day to day things? Please help me through each day. Walk with me and hold me. Guide me to make the right decisions. 

I love you my sweet husband....Forever.....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik