December 10, 2011

My dear loving Tommy,

Erik went on a hike yesterday and took some beautiful pictures....He said he hoped you were there with him taking in the views.....I can tell how much he misses you....Just as we all do....

Erik on his hike

Shaelee is one good girl....I am glad you taught her not to let nobody run over her.....You taught her well and she is just like her dad and I am so glad......She misses you too....again we all do.....

Shaelee at the park

Sometimes I feel like you will come back.....That you will walk in the door and all of this will be over.....The pain in my heart.....the longing for you....everything would just vanish....

I cry and always will....Nobody can understand the pain that my heart feels....The dread of knowing I will not see you when I get up every morning....The dread of making all the decision on my own.....The dread of not hearing you talk to me.....

Erik's hike

Just know that my love will remain for you........I will wait to be with you again my love.....Just remember I love you forever.....

Your wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik