November 23, 2011

Well it is the day before Thanksgiving and I know it is going to be hard for us.....The thought of cooking a turkey without you by my side is the hardest thing in the world......We shared in the preparation of Thanksgiving......We cooked together.....washed the dishes together.....laughed together.....everything together........

Our Sunset

So, it is going to very hard......really unbearable......I know you will be here in spirit.....The pain of it all is so hard for me....You were and are my life.....my love.....FOREVER.....

But I know you want me to fix a turkey for the kids.....They love it so much......That is why I am doing it......I love my kids so much.....The love in my heart will always be the same for you....You are my soul mate.....spirit mate......forever........

Now, I know it will be hard for the kids too...They love and miss you just as I do.......It is hard for them too I know.....I will be there for them but know it is so hard without you......

You will be here in spirit.....I am going to set a place out for you.....a plate with food too......This is our way to say you are here just not in physical form......

Our move is in 5 days so we have a journey to go on......You ride in the car with us and please know I will try and not make a wrong turn as I always do.....I know "me and my directions".....

Love you my babes.......

Your loving wife and kids,
Linda, Shae, & Erik

November 21, 2011

My dearest love, Tommy.....How I miss you so much....I know you know that because I tell you all the time.....But that is okay because I will always tell you that....Shaelee is getting a good response to her book.....

My love forever

I told her how proud you were of her....She will just smile......We all love you Tommy and miss you dearly.....Thanksgiving is around the corner and it is going to be very hard for us.......We always done holidays as a family......So the holidays are going to be very hard.....

A flower for my love

You will be on our mind and the pain will be so strong......We cannot help our feelings......We were such a close family.....Everything centered around the family....I know you will be here on Thanksgiving and Christmas.....Really we hope that you are here with us every holiday.... but we know you are here with us a lot....We know you are......

My love forever

Our sunset coming soon

Well babes just wanted to say to you "I love you more than anything".......I finished writing the book about our life together.....Now I have to type it and soon it will be published.....Everybody has to know what type of man you are....the greatest.....no other man like you in the world.....

Love you Tommy

We love you forever......

Your loving wife and kids,

Linda, Shae, & Erik

November 17, 2011

My dear sweet Tommy.....You are always on my mind......No matter what I am doing....you are there.....I guess its just the strong connection that we have.....The bond that we have can never be broken.....

The kids are the same.....They are not really excited about the holidays......They each said that it was going to be very hard without you in here....That is so true......We will be in the middle of moving so Thanksgiving will just be just another day......For Christmas I want to put up a tree in your honor.......For the kids......But you know how much Christmas always meant to me.......It is my favorite holiday and its a time for love........

I will honor the Creator for all the things he has given to me....I am thankful......I know he knows our path and journey......My time is not done here but when it is I will be reunited with my precious husband.....Until then I will  be with my kids....I will write a lot.....and get as many books published as I can in the name of my Tommy.....

My writing was so important to him.....He always encouraged me to write and he said I was an excellent storyteller......He always made sure I had my time for writing......He was such a good man.....Really words do not do him justice......

We love you my Tommy......Forever.....

Your loving wife and kids,

Linda, Shae, & Erik