November 24, 2011 Thanksgiving Day

The day is going to be very hard......I can see you standing here helping me to get the dinner going.....It is so unreal that you are not here in the physical form....How I long to have you here......I know that you are here in spirit standing and watching us......I will fix you a plate and place it at the head of the table where you will be sitting.....

Does anybody know how difficult this will be today.....I guess you could not know unless you have walked that path....So for the ones that have taken and walk it I must say how sorry I am.....For the pain is unbearable......It as if you heart is ripping out of your soul.......

Well I would like to say that the kids and me are spending the day together.....along with the spirit of their dad......We will talk about good memories and I am sure cry a tear.......but we do this for one reason......Tommy was the best husband and dad in the whole world....I want to thank the Creator God for giving me Tommy and my kids.......I want to thank Creator God for all the things he gives......

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shaelee, & Erik

November 23, 2011

Well it is the day before Thanksgiving and I know it is going to be hard for us.....The thought of cooking a turkey without you by my side is the hardest thing in the world......We shared in the preparation of Thanksgiving......We cooked together.....washed the dishes together.....laughed together.....everything together........

Our Sunset

So, it is going to very hard......really unbearable......I know you will be here in spirit.....The pain of it all is so hard for me....You were and are my life.....my love.....FOREVER.....

But I know you want me to fix a turkey for the kids.....They love it so much......That is why I am doing it......I love my kids so much.....The love in my heart will always be the same for you....You are my soul mate.....spirit mate......forever........

Now, I know it will be hard for the kids too...They love and miss you just as I do.......It is hard for them too I know.....I will be there for them but know it is so hard without you......

You will be here in spirit.....I am going to set a place out for you.....a plate with food too......This is our way to say you are here just not in physical form......

Our move is in 5 days so we have a journey to go on......You ride in the car with us and please know I will try and not make a wrong turn as I always do.....I know "me and my directions".....

Love you my babes.......

Your loving wife and kids,
Linda, Shae, & Erik

November 22, 2011

Getting closer to Thanksgiving......Harder by the minute.......I do give thanks for everything I have.....My kids are  the most important thing to me......They are all I have.....Which is a lot.....Thank you Creator God for all the things I do  have......

I do miss my Tommy and wish I had him......I know Tommy that you understand that......You were my other half....I am at a loss without you.....I talk to you and always will.......You are still my other half and that will never change.....You are not here in the physical form but you are here in spirit and in my heart.....

I will always long to see your face...your smile.....feel your hands......to hear your laughter......That will never change.....Never.......

Sometime I feel empty......Really cannot explain the feeling.....I hope it's all just a nightmare and I wake up to find you here..... If only it was just a nightmare........

Well my sweet babes....I love you forever and ever.......You are on my mind all the time no matter what I am doing......Your forever in my heart......Love you always......

Your loving wife and kids,
Linda, Shae, & Erik