I pray Tommy that today is better than yesterday......It was very sad and emotional all day.....It was very empty without you here.....One of the hardest days I had to go through.......You are so missed I cannot explain it.....
I sat a plate out for you and kept looking over wishing I would see you there.....The grief is so overwhelming......
The kids had a bad day too......It was so upsetting.....the whole day seemed so empty......I wish there was something I could do to change the way it is.....
I pray to the Creator God to come and relieve some of the pain....I know he can help us to be able to grip the pain that we feel....It is so hard and I know it will never change but we will find a way to deal with it......
Tommy I need you more than ever......but of course you know that.....Please stay by our sides all the time.....Help us to grow and deal with this pain that we all feel....I cannot explain the pain it is so deep.......
I know you know what I am saying......I know you will help us to find a way....
Love you with all of my heart....so do the kids......
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Melinda, Shae, & Erik
