November 30, 2011

Tommy,

I am writing this post today because we are moving and I do not know if we can get the internet back on my Wed....So at least I will have a post done....I know I am writing in advanced but if for some reason we get internet on Wed. I will write another post to you.....

Please be with us as we travel to Payson.......Let everything be okay........Let it me an easy and quick trip.....We are all so happy for the move and I know you are happy too......

We love you and miss you and that will never change.....You are in  my head and my heart where you will always stay.....

All the memories we share about Payson.....It was good while we lived there before......Now we are returning and that is where we shall remain.....I know your spirit will be with us......

Love you dearly and forever.........

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shaelee, & Erik

November 17, 2011

My dear sweet Tommy.....You are always on my mind......No matter what I am doing....you are there.....I guess its just the strong connection that we have.....The bond that we have can never be broken.....

The kids are the same.....They are not really excited about the holidays......They each said that it was going to be very hard without you in here....That is so true......We will be in the middle of moving so Thanksgiving will just be just another day......For Christmas I want to put up a tree in your honor.......For the kids......But you know how much Christmas always meant to me.......It is my favorite holiday and its a time for love........

I will honor the Creator for all the things he has given to me....I am thankful......I know he knows our path and journey......My time is not done here but when it is I will be reunited with my precious husband.....Until then I will  be with my kids....I will write a lot.....and get as many books published as I can in the name of my Tommy.....

My writing was so important to him.....He always encouraged me to write and he said I was an excellent storyteller......He always made sure I had my time for writing......He was such a good man.....Really words do not do him justice......

We love you my Tommy......Forever.....

Your loving wife and kids,

Linda, Shae, & Erik

November 15, 2011

The crisp cool air reminds me of you....You loved the cooler weather.......But everything reminds me of you.....I have got most of everything taken care of as far as the move......It will be a blessing for us to get to leave this area......Nobody can understand the pain that we feel....The loss is overwhelming at times....

Our sunset

Sometimes I cry so hard I cannot breath.....but suddenly I feel you wrapping your arms around me and the pain eases......I know you do not want to see me cry.......But yet I know you understand.......The loss is so hard......Its as if I cannot accept that you are gone......in the physical form anyway......Your spirit is here.....I know.....

Our Family.....Always

Everything I do is for you and kids......Every word written.....everything........I am nearly done writing the book about you.....It will show the type of person you are.....You are the kindness, most gentle man and your love is unconditional for your family.....You showed us what true love is.......

Our sunset.....Love you babes

Our family....unconditional love

We love you my babes......forever....

Your loving wife and kids,
Linda, Shae, & Erik

October 22, 2011

Another day without you here, I just cannot comprehend that you are gone....I know it is in physical form but spiritually  you are here with us....When we went to Roosevelt Lake I felt you presence and sure enough I found proof....In this photo see the purple spot on the right lower hand corner....I know that is you....You promised always to stay with us and you are......

Look at the purple ORB in the lower right hand corner-Its Tommy

When I noticed this my heart leaped in bounds...I knew it was you....My heart realized no matter where we go you will travel with us.....I ask for a sign that you were here and I got it.....

Roosevelt Lake

Life is empty without you....There is a void that will never be replaced......You are the love of my life and I will carry you with me forever......I speak your name....I cry your name....Its so unreal and should have never happened...I try to focus but its so hard......

Roosevelt Lake

They say it gets easier with time.....I know it will never get easier for us....We live your name...We are proud of being your family....I know that you were the best man in the world....No other like you......Never will be....

So, just remember we live....we breath.....YOU

We love you forever.....Miss you the same....

Your loving wife and kids,
Linda, Shae, & Erik