December 9, 2011

My dearest Tommy,


I miss you a lot....but that is nothing new, is it? Today is another day that I can hardly stand without you in it....I know you are here in the spirit form....I feel you surrounding me....

Our sunset

I long to see your face and hear that chuckle....You always knew how to handle any situation that came along....I know you walk with me and I know you will help me along my journey.....

I just miss you so much....


Your daughter is such a special young lady....You would be so proud...I know how much you love her.....She loves you just the same....

Shaelee

Your son is such a special young man....You would be so proud....I know you love him too...as much as he loves you....

Erik

My love for you no words can describe.....It is unconditional and forever....A bond that will never be broken....

The park across the road

Your love for me is forever....I know you told me......It is unconditional and forever.....A bond that will never be broken.

Love you always my husband....Miss you the same.....


Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik 

November 24, 2011 Thanksgiving Day

The day is going to be very hard......I can see you standing here helping me to get the dinner going.....It is so unreal that you are not here in the physical form....How I long to have you here......I know that you are here in spirit standing and watching us......I will fix you a plate and place it at the head of the table where you will be sitting.....

Does anybody know how difficult this will be today.....I guess you could not know unless you have walked that path....So for the ones that have taken and walk it I must say how sorry I am.....For the pain is unbearable......It as if you heart is ripping out of your soul.......

Well I would like to say that the kids and me are spending the day together.....along with the spirit of their dad......We will talk about good memories and I am sure cry a tear.......but we do this for one reason......Tommy was the best husband and dad in the whole world....I want to thank the Creator God for giving me Tommy and my kids.......I want to thank Creator God for all the things he gives......

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shaelee, & Erik

November 18, 2011

Tommy, just want to tell you how much we love you and miss you.....I know you know that but I still have to tell you.....We speak your name all the time....talking about Thanksgiving and Christmas......You are always on our minds......You were the one that would always cook the turkey but now its left to us......We are not having a big dinner for Thanksgiving.....Reason # 1 you are not here so we really do not feel like it and #2 we are moving.......but of course you know that.....

Our sunset

A friend and fellow author done a remarkable thing for us.....Her name is Karen Cote.....Here is her site...Click on The Readers Choice Lounge
http://www.karencote.tv

She put a fabulous animated review for "Journey to Christmas Creek" I would like to thank her for that....It means so much to us.....We are thankful for friends like her.....There are people who care.....

So, anyway my babes.....our life is so different without you....I hope you do not mind that I still depend on you....I talk to you about things I am unsure of and wait for you to tell me in my dreams......You will always be my other half......

The kids say hello and that they love and miss you.....We know you know that but we still have to say it......Sometimes we get on this thing about "Its not fair" but I know that is to be expected........Well babes I will talk to you a lot today and I know you will guide me on this journey.......Oh I about forget to mention this but in Payson where we are moving.....They have a writers group......I am so excited about this.....I know you would be excited for me too......I cannot wait to start the group and make some friends.....

Well babes....I love and miss you terribly......Talk to you soon....

Your loving wife and kids,
Linda, Shae, & Erik

November 8, 2011

Today is another day without my precious Tommy.... He walks with us on our journey now......The Creator is in our hearts and he has provided for us and we are thankful.....

Your lake my babes

There are times in life you wonder about things but then you stop and think.....Life can be filled with many questions but the Creator knows best.....I know the Creator knows the type of love Tommy and I shared....and our love will continue throughout time...It will never cease.....It will grow stronger.....Everything I do is for my family.....

Our sunset

I will keep writing my books in dedication to my Tommy because he loved when I wrote....Tommy would say that my writing was important....He felt it will help people someday.....especially the American Indian....

Blood on the Feather Dedicated to my precious husband, Tommy

Journey to Christmas Creek- Dedicated to my wonderful husband, Tommy 

Native Spirit dedicated to my Tommy

So I will continue my writing in honor of my precious Tommy.......He will always be in our lives and he will never be forgotten......He knows how much we love him and we know how much he loves us.....So, we will reunite and be a family again.....but in our hearts we still are......

Love you with all my heart......

Your loving wife and kids,

Linda, Shae, & Erik