November 6,2011

A flower to represent our love

Well babes, another day without you....I will never get use to this....I miss our talks.....When something was bothering me you always knew and would say, "It will be okay. Don't let people get to you. All that matters is that we are here together and our kids are healthy and nobody shares the love we have." That would bring a smile to my face.....But you always could.....

Our sunset

The kids miss you so very much....There is a void, an emptiness like no other....Our lives has changed forever.....Please guide us and walk with us through this journey....

Nobody can understand what we are going through unless they have experienced it too....Our family...our love....is so unique....There is not a love like ours......

Beauty

So I take each day and try to breath....Try to write....Try to make sense of it all......But I know you are with the Creator and everything will be okay.....

Please stay with me everyday.....every minute......through everything.....

The book I am working on now is about our life together....How beautiful our time was.....It will continue even though you walk in the spirit world for our type of love is special and will never cease....

The title of the book is:    "Spirit Bound: Journey of a love that transcends all time."

Our wedding vows remain forever

I love you babes, forever


Your loving wife and kids,


Linda, Shae, & Erik

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November 5, 2011

Tommy, well I followed your whispers in my ear....I resigned as 911 dispatcher....Losing you in such a tragic way I realized that I could not take the risk of losing what is left of me......I am trying to get us moved.....You guessed it.....To Payson.....You know I always loved living there but we were suppose to move there as a family with you with us......

We wonder why things turned out the way they have.....Sometime I know the Creator will show us why.....We miss your smile, your laughter, you......It will never be the same for any of us.....No matter the amount of time which goes by.....You will always be with us.......

This says it so well.....

I know the Creator walks with us on this path that we now walk....We are thankful for everything that he provides for us....We love the Creator forever and always.....

Well babes, walk with us on this journey and watch over us....Let the decisions I make be the right ones.....
We love you forever and we need you by our side..

For my Tommy He loved he Wolf as he loved all animals on Mother Earth

Your wife and kids,
Linda, Shae, & Erik

November 4, 2011

Today is a month since you have crossed over into the spirit world....It hasn't got any easier.....Matter of fact the pain is stronger.....I thought people were my friend but found out differently which you always said there are no friends....Only one you can count on is yourself and the family....How true that is....

We love and miss you

Have a million things running through my head.....What to do?.....It will all work out I know.....


I need to say a prayer....."Creator God, please guide me to make the right decision for my family....Please let somebody step up and help me......All I need is you, Creator God.....Please let Tommy walk every step with us in spirit......

Our sunset

We have many paths to walk......The journey, especially here at the holidays are going to be the most difficult....See my Tommy always cooked the turkey, and he made the mash potatoes....Let me tell you it is the best turkey and mashed potatoes in the world.....

He loved for me to make my deviled eggs and potato salad....He would say "Its the best potato salad in the world and I know it is all for me." He would smile then...I miss that smile.....I miss him more than anything in the world....My life is not the same without him....He made me solid......I am so empty inside.....

Just for you my precious Tommy

Please Tommy know my heart hurts so bad...Please help me to do the right thing....I love you forever.....The kids love you forever.....We will miss you forever....until we get to see your face again.....

Our sunset babes

Love you babes.......                                          

Your wife and kids,

Linda, Shae, & Erik

November 3, 2011

Tomorrow will be a month since you have passed over into the spirit world.....It does not get easier, it gets harder....Tommy, our precious daughter wrote a definition essay and she wrote it to you......So today's post is very special....I am posting the note she wrote to you....It is so beautiful.....

Shaelee:  Daddy's Girl

The love of our life

 My definition of a dad

          A dad is always protective, supportive, and loving. My dad was this way toward me. My dad passed away October 4 unexpectedly and it has been devastating for my family. I miss him but he filled the shoes of being the best dad in the world by providing the protection, support, and love only a daughter needs. 

        My dad was protective of me. He would have given his own life to protect mine. He quit work when I was born to make sure I would never be harmed. Now that is a good dad, the best. He put me before his own needs.

        No matter what, my dad supported me in everything I have ever wanted to do, even if he did not approve of it. He would explain the reasons he did not approve but left the final decision up to me. I understand why he done this. He wanted me to make my own decisions and pay the price if it was the wrong one. He taught me a lot and I am stronger for it, but even if I made the wrong decision, he would be there with his hand held out to me. 

        The love my dad showed me was unconditional love. No matter what, my dad loved me. I was and still am, "daddy's girl." He showed me what true and unconditional love means. I will never ever forget how he loved me and my family. He was the best dad you could have. 

        I miss my dad and that will never change. I love him more than anything. I know he is with the Creator and waits for me, my mom, and my brother to one day join him but until then I will hold all the protection, support, and love that he provided me inside my heart. We love you dad, forever.

                                                                                                                          Your loving daughter,

                                                                                                                                Shaelee

Daddy's Girl

I cried as I read this....It is so beautiful.....We love you Tommy forever and always....Here is our sunset....

Our Sunset

Your loving wife and kids,

Linda, Shaelee, & Erik

November 2, 2011

Its early morning the time that we would set and talk....We would share the day's tasks and decided what we would have for dinner....The smallest things come back to me....If time could only be redone I would go back in time just to see your face...To hear your laughter...To hear the words "I love you Linda"

Our sunset

I hear the echoes of your words...I know how much you loved me....I loved you and always will.....

Dedicated to my sweet husband, Tommy 

The launch of "Journey to Christmas Creek" started yesterday...It is dedicated to you as all my books going forward will be.....You were and are the shining light of everything I do....You always encouraged me and I will never forget that...Just as I will never forget the love we shared.....The love will last forever.....Until we meet again....then the rejoicing will be so good.....

Our sunset

I share this sunset with you as we always shared them holding hands...Love you 

Your daughter wrote a beautiful essay yesterday......I will post it soon....It is titled: My definition of a Dad....Love the title.......Wait to you hear the essay itself.....Beautiful and the love of a daughter...

Shaelee

Please my dear sweet Tommy.....visit us as much as you can....We love you and miss you more than time will stand.....

Your loving wife and kids,
Linda, Shae, & Erik

November 1, 2011

The pain never seizes and on the 4th it will be a month since you have left Mother Earth...It is so hard to believe....The pain is still there....The love is always there...You are missed so bad there are no words that can express the emptiness in my heart....

Our sunset

I often wonder what I am going to do......I feel at times I cannot do anything....Of course I hear you pushing and telling me, "Yes you can...You must.."

Our Family forever

I wonder around and think of you.....No matter what I do you are always on my mind....The kids went to the haunted house last night and Shae said it was fun.....I know that brings a smile to your face....She loves stuff like that......I know you smile when you see her smile.....She looks like you more and more each day...The eyes are identical.....

The sunset we shared together at Old San Carlos Monument

Please know we love you and miss you and nothing will ever change that.....You are us....always will be....

We love you forever.....

Your wife and kids,
Linda, Shae, & Erik