November 16, 2011

The sun rose as it always does and you were being thought of as it ascended upon Mother Earth.....There is not a minute that you are not on my mind...It seems that nobody.... except a few true friends and our precious kids.....can understand the hurt in my heart.....Sometimes the hurt is so overbearing I can hardly stand it......

Our Sunset

The love for you my precious Tommy will always be....Shaelee misses you so much.....We talked Monday night while we had on your Monday night football, how you always tried to get her to watch it with you and she would laugh at you......The sudden loss is hard for Shaelee and all of us....She loves you more than anything.....She wants you to know that she is your little girl always.....

Our precious daughter, Shaelee

Erik misses you too.... The sudden loss was so hard for him......He speaks your name and wishes you were here.....We all feel it is so unfair but we do not question it........The Creator knows best and now we walk this path on our journey......We know you walk it with us each and every day......

Our Precious son, Erik

My love for you is for always and forever.....In other words....I love you more than love.....There is not a word to describe how my love is for you......You are my soul mate forever....I miss you so much.....

Your wife who loves you more than anything

We love and miss you.....We want you to know.......Forever......

Our family forever

Your loving wife and kids,

My precious Husband Tommy

Linda, Shae, & Erik

November 4, 2011

Today is a month since you have crossed over into the spirit world....It hasn't got any easier.....Matter of fact the pain is stronger.....I thought people were my friend but found out differently which you always said there are no friends....Only one you can count on is yourself and the family....How true that is....

We love and miss you

Have a million things running through my head.....What to do?.....It will all work out I know.....


I need to say a prayer....."Creator God, please guide me to make the right decision for my family....Please let somebody step up and help me......All I need is you, Creator God.....Please let Tommy walk every step with us in spirit......

Our sunset

We have many paths to walk......The journey, especially here at the holidays are going to be the most difficult....See my Tommy always cooked the turkey, and he made the mash potatoes....Let me tell you it is the best turkey and mashed potatoes in the world.....

He loved for me to make my deviled eggs and potato salad....He would say "Its the best potato salad in the world and I know it is all for me." He would smile then...I miss that smile.....I miss him more than anything in the world....My life is not the same without him....He made me solid......I am so empty inside.....

Just for you my precious Tommy

Please Tommy know my heart hurts so bad...Please help me to do the right thing....I love you forever.....The kids love you forever.....We will miss you forever....until we get to see your face again.....

Our sunset babes

Love you babes.......                                          

Your wife and kids,

Linda, Shae, & Erik