November 16, 2011

The sun rose as it always does and you were being thought of as it ascended upon Mother Earth.....There is not a minute that you are not on my mind...It seems that nobody.... except a few true friends and our precious kids.....can understand the hurt in my heart.....Sometimes the hurt is so overbearing I can hardly stand it......

Our Sunset

The love for you my precious Tommy will always be....Shaelee misses you so much.....We talked Monday night while we had on your Monday night football, how you always tried to get her to watch it with you and she would laugh at you......The sudden loss is hard for Shaelee and all of us....She loves you more than anything.....She wants you to know that she is your little girl always.....

Our precious daughter, Shaelee

Erik misses you too.... The sudden loss was so hard for him......He speaks your name and wishes you were here.....We all feel it is so unfair but we do not question it........The Creator knows best and now we walk this path on our journey......We know you walk it with us each and every day......

Our Precious son, Erik

My love for you is for always and forever.....In other words....I love you more than love.....There is not a word to describe how my love is for you......You are my soul mate forever....I miss you so much.....

Your wife who loves you more than anything

We love and miss you.....We want you to know.......Forever......

Our family forever

Your loving wife and kids,

My precious Husband Tommy

Linda, Shae, & Erik

November 7, 2011

Tommy, it is another day and I still do not know what to do or say....I miss you with everything in me....I know one day we will reunite.....

Nature

The days seem longer without you in them...whereas before it seemed like time slipped away from us.....Just know we love you so much and speak your name all the time....

Here is a poem that I had to share....

When tomorrow never comes.....

When tomorrow starts without me

And I'm not here to see if the sun should rise

And find your eyes all filled with tears for me

I wish so much you wouldn't cry

The way you did today

While thinking of the many things

We didn't get to say

I know how much you love me as much as I love you

And each time that you think of me

I know you'll miss me too

But when tomorrow starts without me

Please try to understand

That a spirit came and called my name

And took me by the hand and said my place was ready

In heaven far above

And that I'd have to leave behind all those I dearly love

But as I turned to walk away a tear fell from my eye

For all my life I always thought I didn't want to die

I had so much to live for and so much yet to do

It seemed almost impossible that I was leaving you

I thought of all the yesterdays to good ones and the bad

I thought of all the love we shared and all the fun we had

If I could re-live yesterday I thought for just awhile

I'd say good-bye and kiss you and maybe see you smile

But then I fully realized that this could never be

For emptiness and memories would take the place of me

So when tomorrow starts without me

Don't think we're far apart

For every time you think of me

I'm right here in your heart.

You will forever be in our hearts....Our love will continue til the end of time and then it will continue after that.......I am so thankful to the Creator for bonding us so closely......

We love you forever......                                          

Your wife and kids,

Linda, Shae, & Erik

October 25, 2011

What can we do? We miss you and always will.....Life is full of happiness but ours seemed so few and far in between....We never got to tell you all the things we had in our hearts because we thought we would have you for at least another twenty or so years....People love what you have and never let it go....

Arizona Sunset

Shaelee is only 13 and she misses her dad so bad....She mourns for him and wants him back....She knows he is with her every minute of every day but that does not make it any easier.....She longs for him to be by her side, teasing and poking her side....He always would bug her about watching football with him and it would make her smile.....If only they had more time to share together is the only wish Shae has.....She loves her dad and misses him so much...Forever.....

Shaelee

Erik is trying to be so strong.....He is keeping the promise he made to his dad....To take care of me and Shae and his dad would be so proud....He misses him and loves him so very bad......If only they had more time to share the true feelings that they had.....He loves his dad and misses him so much....Forever.....

Erik

Now as far as me.....well its the same....I miss the talks..the laughs....the love we shared....If only we had more time there were so much I have to say....I speak your name and tell you everything...I ask you for guidance and to show me the path.....It is hard and it will never get any easier....I will miss you forever....I know you are in heaven making a home for us.....You are in no pain and that is a blessing.....You are my soul mate and that will never change....My love for you is unconditional and will remain....Until we meet again, my love...Know you are in my heart......I love and miss you so much...Time will never erase....Forever...

Your loving wife

So here is a picture of a breathtaking sunset.....It represents our family and the love we shared and continue to share....Forever

Our love...Forever...

Your loving wife and kids,
Linda, Shae, & Erik