February 17, 2012

My dear precious Tommy,


Just another day of missing you.....Its always the same.....I love you more than anything in the world....You are missed so much.....

There is not a minute that I do not think of you....You are the most precious thing to me....of course the kids are too.....I cannot express my feelings of missing you....Words can not express it......

My heart is sealed for you.....That is the only thing I know....I have a special friend who means a lot to me.....You know him and would be so proud that he is being so good to me.....We talk about you a lot.....

Well my babes I am going to go....Love you forever....


Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

January 18, 2012

My dearest sweet Tommy,


I went to the doctor and they increased my medication.....I wish all of this would just stop....I know you are with me and everything will be okay......I go to the cardiologist next week....

I am starting a writing class here in Payson.....I named it finally.....Rim Country Creative Writers.....I really like the name.....

I talk to you often and I wish you were here..I know that one day we will be together for eternity....You are waiting on me and that is okay.....You know I am needed here to take care of our precious kids......

I love you more than anything and our bond will always be....Your mom is suppose to come up this week and see us...She states I have a broken heart and that is so true....You are the love of my life and I will miss you forever....I know the Creator will bring us back together and that is what keeps me going......of course the kids are the major focus here....They need me and we both know that so we will wait....

Well guess I am going to go for now...I love you forever....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

December 8, 2011

My dearest loving Tommy,


I want to say that I love you more than anything.....Life is the same.....mourning you most of the time.....My friends are trying to help....Anyway, you will always be in my heart.....

I know that the only thing I have is our kids, my writing, and a few good friends.....But I also have you standing with me through it too....I know you would never leave me alone to battle this pain by myself.....

The kids love the library here....It is beautiful.....The pictures we looked at does not give it justice....But you know me.....I love libraries.....

Payson is beautiful just as we remember it.....The town has grown but it is still lovely....The people are so nice.....They will help you out.......

Well babes I guess I just needed to talk to you again....I hope you know just how much I love you.....You are forever branded in my heart......No love like you....ever


We love you.....


Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik