Missing you so much....

My dear precious husband Tommy,

I miss you so much...Nobody can ever understand.....It is a pain deep in my heart that will not go away....I feel so alone at times...I miss you and our talks....I miss us just sitting and watching TV together....There are some shows I can't watch cause the pain is so great......I want you here to watch them with me......

How does it get better with time....How?.....I don't see it happening.....I will miss you today as I will miss you in two years....Nothing can change that....nothing.....I know there is nothing I can do to bring you back or I would have you beside me now.......I just wish I could......

How do you describe the pain I feel? You can't for its a pain that dwells deep in my heart and nothing can change it.....Nothing can stop it.....Nothing at all.....

I love you my precious husband.....Forever.....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik