Life is a mystery.....

My dear precious husband Tommy,

Life is a mystery.....There are times I just don't know what to do anymore. I miss you more than anything in the world. I try and say "everything will be okay" but then I start missing you and then I am unsure.

Why is it that things are the way they are? I just don't know. I miss you so much that my heart overflows with grief. I just want to hear, see, and touch you. Soon it will be a year and I don't know what to do....Can I handle it...with the kids by me I can. I love them more than anything. 

We have a love like no other. That will never change. I know we do not understand things and I guess we are not suppose to. All I know I ask the Creator to help me through this. That is all I can do.

I love you my wonderful husband. You are always with me...tucked in my heart.....Forever....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik