Confused.....

My dear precious husband Tommy,


I feel so alone.....I mean I think I make the right decisions and then something comes sneaking in and making me feel I didn't. I know that is part of life but gosh I get so confused.....

Last night I met some Navajo people and we talked for hours...they are so nice and I hope to get to know them better....


I wish you were here...That is all I want.....and that is you  here with me...I hurt so bad and I don't know what I am doing half the time.....The only true friend I have is Rodney.....He try's to keep me on the straight and narrow....He is a good friend and I trust him completely.....

I just miss you so much....I feel so alone....I cry for you in silent and when I am alone...Nobody can ever take your place....I love you with all my heart........forever.....


Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik