December 17, 2011

My dearest sweet Tommy,


Well today is going to be sunny....but tomorrow brings snow.....Soon it will be Christmas.....without you....How am I going to make it through....Please wrap your arms around me on Christmas and show me the way to be strong...I am afraid I will break down....

From Mother Alice to you Tommy

We went to the Christmas party here in our complex where we live and it was fun....The people are so nice and welcoming....The funny part about it was they thought that me and our son was a young couple....Everybody laughed once they found out that Erik was my son....They said I looked as young as him....Well that was a good laugh....but everybody was very nice......

Tommy and me 

Shaelee is out for Christmas break and she is so glad...She reminds me of you how she does about it....She is such a smart young girl....She wishes you were here with us...but says she knows you are in spirit.....

Shaelee

Erik is going hiking today...going to Gibson Peak....I worry every time he goes climbing....He tells me not to worry...but you know how I am.....

Erik

I miss you my babes....Cry for you everyday....My heart is not the same....Never will be....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

December 15, 2011

My dearest sweet Tommy,

Today it is going to be sunny.....The snow is about all gone.....The snow is so beautiful.....My heart is still breaking for losing you.....It always will...I am trying to make it a good Christmas for the kids.....It is the Creator's birthday and we must celebrate it because he is the one that put you in my life and I am thankful......

Pictures from Mother Alice

My dear sweet friend Alice, whom I consider a mother, and she has adopted me, took some beautiful pictures of Monument Valley....She has given me permission to share them with you on here....She is one beautiful lady.....We love her dearly......She has helped me to deal with the pain of losing you...Her pictures are breathtaking and moving.....I thank her from the bottom of my heart for allowing me to share them with you......

Pictures from Mother Alice

The kids are doing good.....Shaelee has only two days left of school before she is out for Christmas break....She is on pins and needles wanting this break to come......

Pictures from Mother Alice

Well your mother called me last night....Had a good talk and she will be coming up to see us...We have her presents because we love her.....I am glad she is in the kids life....They need her now.....

Pictures from Mother Alice

Well my babes, just wanted to say how much I love and miss you which is everything in me....

Your loving wife and kids,

Melinda, Shae, & Erik

December 12, 2011

My dearest sweet Tommy,


Today it is suppose to snow....I know you are here because I feel your presence......I miss you so much....I don't know what to do......

Payson is my favorite place to live.....The people are so nice and welcoming.....I feel as if I am home.....But I know its because we shared a life here and it was always good....

This is Shaelee's last week in school....She gets out for Christmas break after Friday.....She loves Payson too...Erik loves it to......all the different hikes he can go on.....

Well my precious babes....I guess I just wanted to say hello and say how much I miss you.....

You are the love of my life forever....Love you more than anything......


Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shaelee, & Erik