Another day without you

My dearest sweet husband Tommy,


Its going to be nice today...We will probably go for a walk at the park....Nobody know how much I miss you....Sometimes the pain is so great I can hardly take it....I speak to the kids and let them know how I feel but I know they really don't understand the pain in my heart....

I wish I could explain what is going on inside me but I can't...Nobody will ever understand...I need to let everybody know that this is the hardest thing in the world for me....Can my kids understand.....I don't think so....Anyway I will pray about this....I will pray for their dad to let them see my heart and that I will always love him.....

It's hard being lonely....It's heard dealing with all the day to day things by yourself...I do it for who? My kids that I know will stand beside me no matter what I do? I know my kids are the best kids in the whole world...They always will be..I love you Shae and Erik......Please know that...

Well my babes I am getting off here for now...I love you.....always.....


Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik