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Sunday, July 1, 2012

Loves boundaries....


My dear precious husband Tommy,


Love boundaries....what does that mean....All I know is there is no boundaries for loving you....I will love you forever....nothing can change that...Life is so lonely without you in it....


I know the move to Payson was the right thing for us....I just wish you could have been here with us...You would like it a lot better....But I know you are with us....


My heart can fill you walking with me...I am so thankful for that....You are my life....my soul mate....You and only you....


I love you my babes...forever.....


Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Saturday, June 30, 2012

Still Moments....


My dear precious husband Tommy,


Still moments.......that is what I feel when I look at your pictures.....savoring every moment.....It is as if you are on a trip or something...I just know you will be back.....then  it hits me that you are gone.....


My heart breaks and then I cry.....Oh how I miss you my babes.....I long to feel you and to say,  "I love you".....Can anybody relate to me...I just don't think they can.....


I wish I could go back in time but I am sure most people who have lost somebody they love feel the same way....It is so hard for me...You are my soul mate and always will be.....


I love you my babes....forever.....


Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Friday, June 29, 2012

Your visit last night.......


My dear precious husband Tommy,


Your visit with me last night in my dreams was so great....Your love never dies...It is carried around with me forever....I think of you so much.....


It was as if you were right there...I even felt you....It was such a joy in my heart...I woke to find myself searching for you....It broke my heart when I realized you were not there...but know I so enjoyed you coming and reaching out to me....I love you so much...


I know you are with me and I know that you will come as often as you can to talk and visit with me...I loved our conversation....You were so loving and you stayed for quiet awhile....You showed me the love that we shared and it still is stronger than ever...our bond...


I love  you my dear husband....forever....


Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Thursday, June 28, 2012

Life is so lonely......


My dear precious husband Tommy,


Life is so lonely without you in it...I long to feel your face and tell you how much I love you...I know one day I will be with you again but babes it is so hard for me....


I know I need to be here for the kids and I want to be....I just miss you so much...Our talks was so loving and you made me realize how things really are.....


If only I could go back things would be different....I know you are with your dad in heaven and you are doing things with him....I miss you my babes and I will forever....


I love you.....


Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Wednesday, June 27, 2012

Your love is unforgettable


My dear precious husband Tommy,


Your love is unforgettable...I will always have your heart wrapped in mine...I may not make the right decision sometimes and I am sorry but know I love you no matter what.....


I feel so alone and that will never change...I miss you more than anything in the world...You are my soul mate and you will forever be....Nothing or nobody can ever change that.....


Sometimes in life you wonder about things and why life is the way it is...Well all I know is that I love you and my heart is forever broken....I miss you my babes....


My love for you is forever.....


Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik 

Tuesday, June 26, 2012

Love always prevails....


My dear precious husband Tommy,


I know that life has its ups and downs but love always prevails...I know this to be true and everything will work out....It has a way to do that...Love can conquer everything....


I know when I think of you, sweet Tommy my heart is full of joy...It has a reason to beat....You are the reason for everything I do....you and our kids.....


Last night I met an elderly man and he was from TN...Well of course we started talking and as the conversation went on I wondered.....Why have we crossed each others path.....then he continued to say he lost his wife last year suddenly....I was just amazed...Now I knew why....


He said that she had been complaining of her stomach hurting for about a year and he asked her to go to doctor and finally came to him and said she was ready to go to ER.....so they went and test revealed she had cancer...she passed away within 5 weeks.....tears filled his eyes.....mine too....


I told him I had lost you my husband and all of it came rushing back to me.....It was so hard but I told him that I understood and he looked up at me and said...."Its not fair..." and I replied, "I know...." and we sat there in silence and felt a comfort only we could understand.....


Its strange our paths cross but one thing I knew was that we had met for a reason and it was because we both knew the same pain...We continued to talk and he thanked me for cheering him up....you know me I made him laugh....


So love will always prevail.....


I love you my Tommy.....forever....


Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Monday, June 25, 2012

Important things in life.....


My dear precious husband Tommy, 


I have often wondered if people realize the most important things in life.....It's not about the material things you have in life like most people think.....


Its about your family....I am talking about your husband/wife, kids, and grand kids.....They  should be the most important....Most of the time that is not the case...


I can proudly say that my precious husband and my kids are the most important thing to me...Now that my husband is in the spirit world I must say this is something I never thought about....I always thought that we would grow old together and be exploring the world in our later life but he was needed in the spirit world....I miss him so much....


I have my two precious kids and I am thankful for that....I know they understand how I am always in sorrow...I long for their dad and always will....He was my everything.....So please just remember what is important in life....Family.....


I love you my Tommy....forever and always...You are and always will be what is important .....you and the kids....


Your loving wife and kids, 
Melinda, Shae, & Erik