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Sunday, June 24, 2012

Hearts Broken......


My dear precious husband Tommy,


My heart is broken so what do I do? There is nothing I can do to fix it...You are my life....I miss you so much...I don't know what to do.....


At times I feel that its just all a waste of time then I hear you say, "Linda stop it...."
You are always by me.....watching out for me...I love you my babes....


I wonder if I will ever be the same...Honestly I don't think so...I wish I was but without you in my life it is so empty....I miss our talks and miss you telling me, "Lin I love you"
How can I ever be normal again......


Well just wanted to tell you what was going on with me....I love you my babes...forever...


Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Saturday, June 23, 2012

Wishes.......


My dear precious husband Tommy,


What are wishes? To me they are things that you want in life....I want you here with me....That is all I want...Nobody knows how much I want you here, by my side......


I know you are in the spirit world and there is nothing I can do to change that....If there was..... you would be here...I know you wanted to be here too...We miss you dearly and your face is always a beacon to me....


You will forever be embedded in my heart and spirit....You are everything to me...forever and always....


I love you babes.....


Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Friday, June 22, 2012

Tears.......


My dear precious husband Tommy,


Tears flow from my eyes, streaming down my face because I miss and love you so much....Nothing can ever change that....You will live through me.....


I hope everybody that reads these posts get to know who you were and still are....You would help anybody that you could....Your heart was as big as a full harvest moon....You never knew a stranger....You always would forgive unless it was something toward our kids or me....You loved us unconditionally......As we loved you the same.....


There will never be another man like you...You were one of a kind....You mean so much to me and my heart is broken and bleeds constantly.....You were and still are my life.....


I miss you my babes...Please stay close in spirit.....


Love you forever.....


Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Thursday, June 21, 2012

Times are so strange.......


My dear precious husband Tommy,


Times are so strange anymore and the people are even stranger....I miss you not being here and helping me deal with the everyday life things....It has been so hard without you here.....


I know that things are the way they are and there is nothing can be done... Who knows other than this is walk that I have to walk and there is nothing nobody can do about it.....I was chosen to walk in these moccasins and someday I know I will understand why.....


I miss you so much and there is nobody like you...Never will be....I love my friends but if I could have you back that is what I would want more than anything....You were the best husband and dad in the entire world and for the people who knew you now they realize the special person you are and for the ones who never knew you, well I wish they could have because you are the best person.....


I just wish you could have remained on earth but you was needed in the spirit world... I know that you will come and visit me as much as you can...


I love you my babes....Forever....


Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Wednesday, June 20, 2012

The Journey we each walk......


My dear precious husband Tommy,


The journey we each walk is so difficult...I have friends who feel like they don't have nothing to live for...I have friends who has lost children....I have friends who have lost their spouse....


I speak to each and every one telling them the journey we walk here on earth can be very difficult...But they must realize that the Creator has chosen each of us to walk the path that we are on...We may not understand why but one day we will.....


I went on to say that my life without you has been so hard but now I realize that it will never get any easier but the people brought into my life is there for a reason and it will all be okay.....


Sometimes life can seem cruel....But all you can do is have faith in the Creator and everything will be okay....What is meant to be will be and we have to accept and travel that path with an open heart....


I love you my Tommy and know that I will always......


Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Tuesday, June 19, 2012

Decisions......


My dear precious husband Tommy,


There are times in life I wonder if I know what I'm doing.....Will the kids approve of it.....What do I do?........


Please Tommy guide me in the right direction.....Show me the choices I make are the right ones.....I just pray that it is....


I only wish to be happy while I am left here on earth....Is that so much to ask for? I hope not....I don't want to make the wrong decisions....Please guide me....


I love you more than anything in the world and nothing will ever change that....Nothing....


Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Monday, June 18, 2012

Silence.....


My dear precious husband Tommy,


Silence is so present...Its almost deafening......I miss your voice....Your touch....I just miss you....


I know there is nothing I can do to fix this situation....I have to accept it and move on...I just want you to know I will always love you....


My life has a hole in it...Nothing can fix it....You are the missing link to my spirit....You hold everything that has to do with me...I miss you so much and sometimes I struggle just to get through the day.....


Some days are better than others....but my heart is forever broken and I long to feel your hands upon me.....To hear your voice laughing and talking to me...I know we will be together forever...First I need to raise our precious daughter....She needs me......The image of you I see in her......


Well babes..I love you so much.....forever and always.....


Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik