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Saturday, April 14, 2012

Snow Day


My dear precious Tommy,


I miss you so very much...Time never eases the pain....Just makes it another day....I long to feel you wrap your arms around me....I know you are here....I feel your presence everyday.....



Well its snowing here but it won't amount to much....the sun is trying to peak out now...I love the warmer weather...It will be back tomorrow...the sun beating down on mother earth....I love it.....


Well Beth sent me an email stating her grand daughter was doing so much better...She was so thankful for the poem I wrote for Emma...It came from the heart and I am so thankful that little Emma is getting better....


I spoke with your mom yesterday and she was having a hard day....I know she misses your dad as we miss him to.....We miss you so very much....


Well I am going now....I love you my babes.....Forever...and ever.....


Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Friday, April 13, 2012

Grandpa's death


My precious husband Tommy,


Today is the day that grandpa crossed over into the spirit world eleven years ago...It was so hard on you I remember....He was your dad and you two were so close....I know you missed him a lot...


But now you are with him and I know you two sit and talk....I am sure you cry for us and I know he sits and talks with you.....He was such a great man..Treated me like a daughter instead of a daughter in law....We miss him too...


We miss you since you crossed over....You are the love of my life.....Always will be....I know you two are together in heaven....When you went into the spirit world I know you saw your dad reaching his arms out to you....Your body could no longer support your life here....I know you would have stayed if you could because you loved us so much.....as we love you.....


I am ask so many times if I am mad at you for leaving and my response every time is "NO, it is not his fault if he could have stayed he would for he loved us more than anything...."


I will never be mad at you...You loved us and would do anything for us....We know that my Tommy....Tell grandpa that we love him and miss him so much too.....Tell him we will talk to Frieda and try and help her through the day....


We miss you more than anything....I love you my babes forever and always......


Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Thursday, April 12, 2012

Needing you to know


My precious husband Tommy,


Its a gloomy day here in Payson....But that does not matter for the beauty here is remarkable....You are the reason for all my seasons...I miss you more than anything in the world....


Well the weather is saying snow on Saturday...I hope its wrong but if not that will be okay too....I can drive in the snow...because I know you are with me.....The kids are doing good but of course you know that....You are always with them....


I am working on different things as far as my writing....The memoir for you....the short story for my writing groups anthology, and then working on my mystery novel.....My writing is everything to me.....


Well my babes I am getting off here for now...I love you....forever....You are my everything...


Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Wednesday, April 11, 2012

Missing my love


My dearest sweet husband Tommy,


Miss you more than anything in the world...Wish you were here....That will never change...My writing class, Rim Country Creative Writers, is such a success....I really enjoy the people who come...We have such a good time...and they are good writers.....



I know that you would be proud....Everything is just not the same without you...You made it complete.....I feel your presence with us and I know you understand everything...I love and miss you so bad....


I have made some great friends....some of the old ones are even more wonderful....there is one friend who has stuck with me through this all and he is a wonderful man....I know you know who it is and he cares....Rodney...I would like to thank Rodney for everything.....


Well my babes I am getting off here for now....I love you so very much...Always and forever....


Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Tuesday, April 10, 2012

Writing Class


My dearest precious husband Tommy,


Today is my writing class....I just love my group of writers...They each have a uniqueness about them... There are eight of us and we each are writing a short story for an anthology....


I have finally made up my mind on some things and I want to thank you for helping me to realize what I should do...Now its so clear and its all because of you.....I love you my babes...


My short story is about the Mazatzal Mountains and the Tonto Apache Maiden....It is a great story and I know that you will love it....You are always in my heart.....


I love you my precious husband.....forever......


Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Monday, April 9, 2012

Loving you


My dearest sweet Tommy,


I miss you more than anything in the world...I know you are watching over me because you have proved it numerous times....You are the love of my life....forever...


Yesterday was so hard...Our daughter, Shaelee, had a rough time but I know you sat with her and caressed her every tear....We love you and that will never end.....


Sometimes I feel that I am not doing enough to help our daughter....I am there for her always and I love her so much....Same goes for Erik.....Let them know to come to me for anything and how much I love them...


My dear friend Beth sent me a prayer request about her grand daughter Emma....Beth said she thought I had a connection to heaven and I told her that I thought so to because I have a special angel watching over me which is you...That is so true....So here is a prayer for Emma and I know you will help me to watch over her....Tell the Creator to please place his hand over her and make her well....


Emma's Prayer


Little one so tired are we
I know that you are meant to be
Your little hands 
Upon Mother Earth
Pleasing your mother with every turn.


Know you are in my prayers
from this day forth
know that the Creator 
loves and protects you 


I pray for you 
my little warrior Emma
to become strong and vibrant
once more


Hang on to the word of our Creator
He loves you more than love itself
Please Creator place your hand 
To bless this child
and make her whole once again....


Her parents love her 
this is true
so spare her the pain
and make this little warrior new.


I hope you like the prayer Beth....It comes from my heart.....




Well my Tommy I know you are with me and I love you forever....


Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Sunday, April 8, 2012

Easter Sunday


My dearest precious husband Tommy,


It is Easter Sunday....I would like to give thanks to the Creator for all he has given me...I am blessed....I miss you and always will....You came into my life and was my everything....and you still are....forever.....


We miss you so much.... This being our first Easter without is so hard....We didn't do the egg coloring or anything like that for it was not the same without you here......We just couldn't do it....


You are the best thing that came into my life...You brought me love....Something that I will always be so thankful for...You showed me how to love and how to give my all....You are the best husband in the world and I love you......
Always a family


Gonna go for now...I miss and love you more than anything in the world...Forever....We will always be a family......


Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik