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Friday, August 31, 2012

Blue Moon tonight.....


My dear precious husband Tommy,

The beautiful blue moon occurs tonight.....Please come and see it with me...I know you will be standing beside me....You should be here and it hurts me so much that you are not here to share everything with us......

Please know that we love and miss you....The kids are doing okay...Just please be with them.....We need you so much.....Nobody could ever understand that....

A person has to walk in the same moccasins we are walking in to truly understand it....It is the hardest road I have ever had to walk...I know we will never understand why but I also know that the Creator knows best.....

Well my babes, we love you forever.........

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Thursday, August 30, 2012

Hearts sealed forever.....


My dear precious husband Tommy,

Our hearts are sealed forever......I love you more than anything in the world....You are with me and I feel your presence all around me.....

I had to start taking new thyroid med....Please don't let it mess with my heart.....I hate a fast heart rate......That was my heart problem before....I know you and the Creator will walk with me and let the med work without bothering my heart at all...

I love you my precious Tommy and I will always want you here with me....The kids are doing good and we all love and miss you.....

Love you my husband.......

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Wednesday, August 29, 2012

Our love....


My dear precious husband Tommy,

Our love is sealed in fate....our love will stand the test of all times...I know that we will be forever together.....The Creator will see to it....

I know our love was and is like no other....We share a bond that can never be matched again.....Our love is forever...Nothing can change that....

Time will go by but that does not change anything....Our love will remain intact forever....You are my heart, my soul, my everything...forever.....

I love you my husband......

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Tuesday, August 28, 2012

Our love is forever......

Long Beach CA....Tommy's old stomping ground...Thanks Bill for  the picture....

My dear precious husband Tommy,

Our love is forever...It will stand the test of time....you are my life....my everything....Nothing can ever change that....You are my color in every rainbow....My page in every book.....

I will always and forever remember our lives together...We made it through some hard times....But our love soared to new heights and it made us stronger.....So I know you are always with me in spirit.....

I will forever hold you close to my heart...Let our lives here on Earth get easier.....Let our kids grow and believe in themselves....Let them always feel our love......

I love you my husband....forever.....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Monday, August 27, 2012

Missing you more and more......


My dear precious husband Tommy,

I miss you more and more with each passing day....I feel an empty void that has pain retching through it.....I want to hear your voice...I want to see your face.....

I have the video where Archie taped when Shae was born.....It has you on it a lot.....I watched it just to see you and hear your voice....I treasure it so much....It was on VHS so I took it and had it put on CD so I could watch to it all the time......

You are my everything....Please know that....I will never get over losing you...There is no way I will ever be truly happy again...Never.......

I love you my husband more than anything.....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik


Sunday, August 26, 2012

Time......


My dear precious husband Tommy,

What is time???? Some say its moving on...Well I cannot move on....My heart is lost and broken...I want you back....I want you to walk in that door....

I know it can not happen but oh how I wish it could....I miss you so much...There are no words that can explain my feelings....My heart has been taken and crushed beyond repair....I need you and nothing can change that.....

I will always hold you in  my heart where your spirit is with mine....I love you my dear husband forever......

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Saturday, August 25, 2012

Another day without you.....


My dear precious husband Tommy,

Another day without you is so hard....It seems its harder as each day passes...They say it gets easier...I don't see that ever happening for me....I miss you more than anything in the world...

My heart is weeping and it feels a nagging pain constantly...I have never known pain until I lost you.....I hope everybody realizes that their loved ones are so important....I know how important you are to me....We had so much left to share,which was the best part of our lives....

We had made a family and now we were trying to get our kids grown then we, you and me, had so many plans...The things we were going to go do....just you and me....We talked about sitting on a porch together, in a rocking chair and seeing the world from a gentle view.....

Just know my husband....I love you forever and the pain is so hard......


Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Friday, August 24, 2012

Many Faces......


My dear precious husband Tommy,

There are many faces that people wear....Its hard to tell if people are real or not....I have learned a valuable lesson over the last week or so.....People are not always the person you think they are....

I will from now on be more cautious and take note of things.....I try and be open to everybody but in this day and time you cant be.....I pray for all the people in this world....

Please everybody love each other and stop the hurt and hate....Life is to short.....

Well I know babes you understand what I am saying...You are my love....my everything....forever......

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Thursday, August 23, 2012

My husband......


My dear precious husband Tommy,

My husband....you are my life....my soul....my everything...I miss you more than anything in the world...I wish you were here to help me through all the hard times....

My husband you are my everything...I miss you more than words can express....I long to hold you and share every word with you.....I want you here...I miss you so much.....

Just know my husband that I love you always and forever....You are my soul mate.....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Wednesday, August 22, 2012

Loving you is easy......


My dear precious husband Tommy,

Loving you is easy....It always was...You showed me a love that I would have never known....You showed me what it was like to be loved unconditionally...I miss you so very much.....

There is never a moment that does not go by that you are not on my mind.... I think of all the things we were suppose to do....I know you understand how I feel....I love you more than anything in the world....The kids and I speak your name all the time.....

What I would give to have you back......Just to talk with you and listen to your laugh....You are the most amazing person I have ever known......You are forever instilled in my heart......

I love you my babes....forever......

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Tuesday, August 21, 2012

We were strong......


My dear precious husband Tommy,

We were strong yesterday and I know it was because the Creator and you were standing with each of us....The guidance was so overwhelming....Our daughter and son done an excellent job.....I know you were proud of how they handle each question that was ask of them and how they responded......I sure am proud of them.....

I know you were there helping and guiding us through the pain....You are always with us and we feel your presence everyday......We miss you more than anything in the world...That will never change....You are our life....forever.....


I love you my precious husband....forever.....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Monday, August 20, 2012

Missing you, my love......


My dear precious husband Tommy,

I miss you more than anything in the world....Please walk this road with us today....Please stand by your daughter and give her strength to do what she has to do....Also, please stand with Erik and me.....We need your strength to get us through this....Give us the wisdom and stand strong......Hold our temper and pull us through....I know the Creator will be there with us and you too so we will do fine.....

I will never ever stop loving you and wishing you were here....My heart would be so happy just to have a day with you....There are always moments you think "Oh I want to tell him that or I want to say I love you one more time..."

I miss you my babes...I love you so very much.....The kids love and miss you just as much....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Sunday, August 19, 2012

Allergic reaction to antibiotic.....


My dear precious husband Tommy,

As  you know I have had issues with getting an ear ache under control...None of the antibiotics has worked....So the doctor put me on another one and I took it for the first time yesterday morning and had a reaction to it and had to go to ER...Like I did in TN with the penicillin where my upper body starts turning red and burning....Now I am down to hardly any antibiotics I can take.....

I am still having to deal with it this morning...They gave me a shot at the ER and I hope it will work out and stop....if not back to ER today....

I know you are with me and will take care of me...I love you so much and miss you so much too....I know everything will be okay....You will make sure of it...I love you my babes...

Love you more than any words can ever say......

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Saturday, August 18, 2012


My dear precious husband Tommy,

I am feeling down....I miss you so very much.....Time never takes the pain away and it never will....I want you here now....I want for us to share our laughs and the way we would sit and talk...I miss it so much....

I try and try to be happy......But I miss you so very much.....My heart breaks just thinking what should have been and what could have been.....

Well my babes all I can say is I think of you every minute....I want you here with me....I miss you so very much.....

My love for you is forever...I love you more than anything......

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik

Friday, August 17, 2012

Missing you so much.....


My dear precious husband Tommy,

I miss you so very much...I have to go and get blood drawn today....Unsure what is going on with me.....I have had an ear infection for nearly 6 weeks....been on 3 different antibiotics and its still there.....

I love you more than anything in the world...I think of you all the time.....The kids miss you so much....We talk about you all the time....We remember all the funny things you would say......

Well my love, I miss you so very much and love you more than anything in the world.....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik