February 22, 2012

My dearest sweet Tommy,


I miss you so very much....I know that time is all there is and I try and make the most of it....My writing class went very well.....I hope to help other writers.......

I pray that everything will be okay.....Sometimes I feel so alone.....The empty feeling is so hard at times.....I feel pain and sometimes I feel anger....I try not to be angry but I miss you so very much.....

What do you do to ease the pain? I don't have the answer but I talk to the Creator and ask him to guide me through the pain and anger I feel.....I just miss you so very much...You always stood with me and I had a shoulder to lean on....

It's hard dealing with life in general but without you it's even harder.....My heart weeps for you daily....Its so hard to understand why you had to leave but I don't question it.....I just wish you could have stayed......

Remember always my Tommy....I love you and please walk beside me everyday....every moment.....I need you....I love you with all my heart.....


Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik