January 18, 2012

My dearest sweet Tommy,


I went to the doctor and they increased my medication.....I wish all of this would just stop....I know you are with me and everything will be okay......I go to the cardiologist next week....

I am starting a writing class here in Payson.....I named it finally.....Rim Country Creative Writers.....I really like the name.....

I talk to you often and I wish you were here..I know that one day we will be together for eternity....You are waiting on me and that is okay.....You know I am needed here to take care of our precious kids......

I love you more than anything and our bond will always be....Your mom is suppose to come up this week and see us...She states I have a broken heart and that is so true....You are the love of my life and I will miss you forever....I know the Creator will bring us back together and that is what keeps me going......of course the kids are the major focus here....They need me and we both know that so we will wait....

Well guess I am going to go for now...I love you forever....

Your loving wife and kids,
Melinda, Shae, & Erik